Tuesday, May 4, 2010

In name of Honor

Today morning in the news paper I read about the killing of one of the journalist in Delhi. Previously it was assumed to be a suicide as she was found hanging in her own house. But when police tried to uncover the story they came to know that this was actually a murder. The culprit behind this was her own parents. The journalist actually had an affair with one of her batch mate in college and wanted to marry him. She was also supposedly pregnant with his child. But the guy was from a lower caste and so her parents were not agreeing to this marriage. The parents however argued that they had to protect their honor. This brutal and sad story made me think what could be the state of the mind of a father doing such a thing. Tried to pen down the dialog, that maybe the father would have wanted to say.


My Gurl, My Gurl
How do you do?
I know there were less troubles
The time when you grew
I gave you all the teaching
A wise man could prove
But the things that you did
Were very gruesome and untrue

Outside in the world
You started bringing your own cues
You questioned the rituals
And other people’s purview
The shape of the society
You started to askew
You actions left me scattered
With only consequences left for review

So I have to sit down
And question my own virtue
For all the things I did
Now hovers like a taboo
Everyone questions me
And think I am your lieu
Hence I have to do something
For my own rescue

Your shameful deeds
Had to be outdoed
I never wanted to but
Options with me were very few
I had to protect my Honor
For that I don’t rue
Old will always be there
There is really no place for the new